Wednesday, October 31, 2007
People say "Don't rake up the past" and ironically, people have to rake up the past so that mistakes cannot be mad
SO
FUCK. THE STUPID STEP MUM HAS NO SENSE OF HUMANITY. HAVE THEY PUT THEMSELVES ON MY SHOE? HAVE THEY FELT MY FEELINGS? HAVE THEY GOT A SENSE OF HUMANITY IN THEM? HAVE THEY FELT THE FEELINGS OF SOMEONE WHO HAS A BROKEN FAMILY? HAVE THEY FELT THE FEELINGS OF SOMEONE WHO REALLY WANTS A COMPLETE FAMILY, RATHER THAN A OUTSIDER ANN AN EXTRA PERSON THAT IS NOT OF FLESH AND BLOOD. WHAT CANT ADULTS THINK THE WAY I THINK?
ALL THESE EFFING YEARS, I GET BULLIED, SHUNNED BY. EVERYWHERE I GO. EVERY TURN, PEOPLE WOULD RECOGNISE ME INSTANTLY AND SAY "OH LOOK, THERES THAT IDIOT STANDING OVER THERE."
I HAVE ENDURED SO MUCH, AND YET THEY HAVE NEVER FELT MY FEELINGS. I HELPED THEM SO MUCH, YET ALL I GET FU3K BY THEM.
WHAT ARE THE TEACHERS DOING TODAY. THEY CANT EVEN CONTROL THE PUPILS IN THE SCHOOL. THE PUNISHMENT INFLICTED UPON BULLIES ARENT EVEN HARD ENOUGH. REVENGE MIGHT BE EVIL, BUT CONSIDERING WHAT THEY HAVE DONE IN THE PAST, THEY SHOULD DESERVE SUCH A PUNISHMENT. SEND TO THE BOYS HOME. LET THEM GET PUBLIC CANNING. AND WHY NOT? CANT THE TEACHERS EVEN DO SUCH A THING. HW MANY COUNTLESS TIMES HAVE I REPORTED TO THEM? WAT EFFING ACTIONS HAVE BEEN TAKEN? WAT ARE THE PUPILS REACTION. WHY CANT THEY UNDERSTAND. WHAT IS UP WITH THEIR MINDS. CANT THEY JUST FU3KING HELP THE STUDENTS. U GUYS ARE SO SELF-CENTERED, NOT EVEN A TEACHER CARES. WAT ELSE CAN THEY DO. ALL THEY DO IS TEACH. THEY ARE PAID TO TEACH. THIS IS THE EFFING WORST DAY OF MY LIFE. MY DAD HAS NOT EVEN CONSIDERED MY FEELINGS BEFORE SHE RE-MARRIED TO THAT DAMNED WOMAN. ALL THESE YEARS, SHE HAS BEEN MANIPULATING HIM.
MY ARGUEMENT WILL GO THAT FAR, AND MY TOLERANCE LEVEL WILL ONLY HIT THAT MUCH. IF I DUN SEE ANY ACTION BEING DONE I SWEAR I WILL NOT HESITATE TO KILL ANYONE WHO STANDS IN MY WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
I Showered Me Petals @.. 8:15 AM